Thursday, July 9, 2009

Oh..my loving family (JUNIOR NEEDED A BREAK FROM TAMPA TO REMINISCE)

Let me start off by saying I love them all. Mireya- wonderful woman...sometimes. There was a time when she was a germaphobe. This lady hated it when someone drank from her glass or used her utensils to try something off her plate. I remember a few times I would run into the kitchen and ask if the food was ready and at the same time there would be a glass of coca-cola just sitting there helplessly waiting to be grabbed. As I'm staring at it, it talks to me-"agarrame" "tomate un tragito" I'm like 4yrs old what do you think I was gonna do. So as I'm sipping away Mireya turns around and quickly says "hay nonononono sirvame otro, yo no quiero esa ya".

At the time it didn't bother me cause I didn't understand but when I think about it now it's like fuckin bitch treated us like aliens. If I was older then, I would of said check it bitch, look at your I.d. Does it say resident? Fuck no it don't, it says A L I E N. YOU E.T. You don't drink out of my cup.

There were times when I would be chilling in the room watching tv when suddenly Mireya walks in. "hay que calor" "que calorrr" and then starts to strip. I honestly don't know how many mothers do this in front of their 4yr olds but cut the shit. It ain't fuckin healthy for us. Worse part about it was when she would strip then suddenly catch a cramp on her hip and then having to watch her stretch. Fuckin saggy ass titis all up in the way, hairy and long ass bush that looked like she hadn't shaved since she found out she was pregnant with fonz.

This wasn't a once in a blue thing. This was a daily routine of my life then. I remember when it was time to go to bed. I would pray to sleep in my room on the top bunk while fonz slept in the bottom...never happened. I remember the call "junior, ya venga" "a dormir" i would be in the room watching tv with fonz when Mireya would give me the call. I would just pretend I didn't hear her even though her voice is like a police siren.. She would keep yelling "juniorrrrrrrr" "venga ahoraaaaaaa", when I look at fonz, he's looking at me and all he says was you better go kid before she comes in here and carries your ass over there. Sometimes he would say hurry up pretend your sleeping pretend your sleeping. So it's not like I was unable to hear her coming as she clapped her way to the room with her chankletas and grabbed me. Brings me to the room, lays me down right smack in the between her and my pops so I wouldn't escape. When I was in the middle it was almost impossible to get out. I would actually wait till they competed in a snoring competition. When both were really loud I knew it was my chance. But I was in the middle so I needed a plan still cause any sudden movements she would wake up, so I faked having to take a piss. I would be in the bathroom fill up a cup with water and just pour it in the toilet so it'll sound like I was going. I would flush, then walk in the room but not climb back in. Now you see I didn't go straight to fonz' room cuz I knew Mireya was expecting me to come back. So I shook the foot of the bed to give the illusion that I was climbing back on. And that's when I would make my exit.

As I got a little bigger I really didn't fit in the middle anymore now I would sleep at the edge. But I hated it. I always wanted to sleep in my bed. So since I was the edge it was easier to escape cuz I would just roll off and she wouldn't notice. As I RAN FOR MY LIFE to fonz' room I Would climb up to my bed and sleep. Minutes later I start to hear clapping coming towards the room and it was Mireya coming to take her slave back to the cage. As much as I liked to sleep at the edge of the bed cuz it was easier to leave, there was always a catch.

This one time...I was 5yrs old, and I remember I was knocked out till Mireya woke me up but just by checking to see if I was asleep. I felt her move me cause I had my back towards her but I didn't open my eyes. I hear her whisper "junior" "junior" "estas despierto" but I didn't want to respond cause I didn't want her to know I was awake waiting for her to fall asleep. SUDDENLY OUT OF NOWHERE THE BED STARTS SHAKING, MY BODY STARTS FUCKIN JUMPING UP AND DOWN, LIKES THERES A FUCKIN EARTHQUAKE GOIN ON ONLY IN THE ROOM. When I look over to see my mother was on top of my father underneath the sheets with her hands by his neck just fuckin hoppin up and down up and down, oh my god I was so scared I didn't know what was happening, I didn't know if she was trying to kill him, choke him, or wat but I think he was fighting for his life cuz I know I heard grunts I know I did, but I knew there was nothing I could do so ran out of there saving my own life. I ran into the living room hiding in a corner rolled up like a ball hoping Mireya won't find me. All I could think about was oh my god she probably got to fonz before I could warn him about her rampage......but then she found me. I couldn't even look at her, my body shaking as she gets closer. She drops to her knees and says "que paso mijito?" and I told her "tu estabas matando a papi en la cama" and she says "como?" "hahaha, yo no le mate, estábamos jugando el salte del tigere".

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